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GO AFTER HER. FUCK, DONT SIT THERE AND WAIT FOR HER TO CALL, GO AFTER HER BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT YOU SHOULD DO IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE, DON'T WAIT FOR THEM TO GIVE A SIGN CAUSE IT MIGHT NEVER COME, DON'T LET PEOPLE HAPPEN TO YOU, DON'T LET ME HAPPEN TO YOU, OR HER, SHE'S NOT A FUCKING TELEVISION SHOW OR TORNADO. THERE ARE PEPOPLE I MIGHT HAVE LOVED HAD THEY GOTTEN ON THE AIR PLANE OR RUN DOWN THE STREET AFTER ME OR CALLED ME UP DRUNK AT FOUR IN THE MORNING BECAUSE THEY NEED TO TELL ME RIGHT NOW AND BECAUSE THEY CANNOT REGRET THIS AND I ALAWAYS THOUGHT I'D BE THE ONLY ONE DOING CRAZY THINGS FOR PEOPLE WHO WHOULD NEVER GIVE ENOUGH  OF FUCK TO DOIT BACK OR ACT LIKE IDIOTS OR BE ENTIRELY VULNERABLE AND HONEST AND MAKING SOMEONE FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU EASY AND FLYING 3000 MILES ON FOUR DAYS NOTICE BECAUSE INTO TELEPHONES IS NOT EVERYONES IDEA OF LOVE BUT IT IS THE WAY I CAN RECOGNISE IT BECAUSE THATS IS WHAT I DO. GO SCREAM IT AND BE WITH HER IN MEANINGFUL WAYS BECAUSE THAT IS BEAUTIFUL  AND THAT IS GENEROUS AND THAT IS WHAT IS WHAT LOVINGONMEONE IS, THAT IS RAW AND THAT IS UNGUARDED, AND THAT IS ALL THAT IS MORTH ANYTHING REALLY.